Sunday, April 30, 2006

thank goodness everything is fine now! =) no more worries, no more sleepless nights!

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Friday, April 28, 2006

of course i'm gotta blog today! yes lah, i fall down eh. i slide on the floor cause i was trying to run for that damn basketball. asshole. a nice slide and i got a nice cut on my right knee cap area. i can even see the white flesh at the moment. damn disgusting. then wei ping lah, good job. he applied pressure to my wound claimed that it would stop bleeding but it seems not the way. i don't know, because i see more blood flowing out.haha. and i cried. lol. i hate having cuts all this shit. i rather i break my hands again or sth like that. haa.

so, it's the beginning of mid years. i seriously have not start any revision or things like that. i'm so so lazy to revise. i'm certainly not that type of people who shows he or she didn't study on the outside but study hard at home. benjamin is one good example of such people. He got brains lah. well, i guess i'm having PMS very soon. i got very irritated by little things especially when i'm home. left side of the body is aching. no mood. feel damn fed up but i don't know why. si ying is a crazy girl. you should beware.

oh yes! today was english paper. i spent one hr plus on my letter writing. i don't think i'll do well for that seriously. it's abt writing a formal letter to your cca teacher abt some courses you think the scouts cadets should take up. i just anyhow scribble. there, i left a short period of time to do my compo. TRAPPED IN THE LIFT: thats the hot topic of almost everyone! i couldn't think of what i could write about "LOSS" so i just skipped that. i hope i do pass eng.

something that might help me : back to school with joan tan for f&n revision tml morning. maybe i could concentrate more with mrs tan and my fellow mates. good night. love you.

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Thursday, April 27, 2006

damn, i'm so happy that the bursery award is approved! at least this might help mum a little over money issues.

well kellyn, you don't need to make any promises, but do what you think is really right. always think hard before you decide on anything. if there is a day when things turn out the way you didnt want it to be, i will still be there for you. no worries darling. loves.

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Wednesday, April 26, 2006

i'm feeling rather happy today! hahahahaha.
i was dumb yesterday night. forgot to set the alarm clock and then i woke up late! thank goodness mel did msg me to remind me to bring the brownie. if not for the msg i might be still sleeping happily away. lol. there, look out of the window.SHIT, it was 653 am then. i was so tired,but the moment i saw the time i jump up and ran to the toilet straight. get myself ready is 1o mins. i usually take longer time. lol. i thought maybe isaac and miao ping must have go already. i ran to the bus stop then i saw miao isaac and guang ming waiting for me! even guang ming everytime late de also earlier than me. lol. yeah, we were late. i so damn guilty lah! i made them wait and LATE for school. and that means detention. i'm so sorry!

then everything was pretty fine then. singing in maths lessons. lol. quite elated that my time plan was that bad then i thought. i just got to type it out later on and send mrs tan back!

and i kissed joan tan today! hahahaha! i don't know what makes me do that. she said we really do drive her crazy making her mark all this time plan-s. all of us can see she is one very wonderful teacher and we never want to disappoint her! actually she hardly scold anyone. she just nag. then i give her a peck on the cheeks and once again she gave me one of her wide smiles. it was a sweet smile baby! lol. thank you mrs tan! i love you!

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Monday, April 24, 2006

Does your name begin with S ?
For you, it is pleasure before business. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and is capable of much sensuality. But you never loose control of your emotions. Once you make the commitment you stick like glue. You could get jealous and possessive. You tend to be very selfish often regarding yourself as the only human being on the planet.. You like being the centre of attention. You are very caring sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. Turned on by soft lights, romantic thoughts. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role, or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the rightperson to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind nature & sweet which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.

NOVEMBER
Has a lot of ideas,Difficult to fathom,Thinks forward,Unique and brilliant,Extraordinary ideas,Sharp thinking, Fine and strong clairvoyance,Can become good doctors,Careful and cautious,Dynamic in personality,Secretive,Inquisitive,Knows how to dig secrets,Always thinking,Less talkative but amiable,Brave and generous,Patient,Stubborn and hard-hearted
If there is a will, there is a way, Determined,Never give up,Hardly become angry unless provoked,Loves to be alone,Thinks differently from others,Sharp-minded,Motivates oneself,Does not appreciates praises,High-spirited ,Well-built and tough,Deep love and emotions,Romantic,Uncertain in relationships,Homely,Hardworking,High abilities,Trustworthy,Honest and keeps secrets,Not able to control emotions,Unpredictable

Sagittarius

Turn ons- Sagittarius is ba sically a happy go lucky kind. You can enjoy with their zest and enthusiasm in life. They can bubble with excitement that can be tangible at times. And if you share same interests and hobbies then life can be great fun together. They are frank and straightforward so if you want some truthful opinion about anything or anyone goes to them. Be optimistic as they are and view life as glass half full.

Turn offs- Sagittarius is fiercely independent and cannot tolerate restriction hence do not try to hold them back in life. Let them enjoy their freedom because if you hold any special place in their heart they will always come back for you. Do not feel irritated by the exaggeration in their speech. They may go on and on talking about certain things that may not even interest you but it is their way of trying to communicate with you. They are basically frank and outspoken (to the poi nt of being rude) so do not feel offended by their talks.

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Sunday, April 23, 2006

No one beats lydia Paik. =D
girl, i miss you so.

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Happy sweet 16 to my dearest, drusilla =D
we love you.


there stanley, night jog was cool. haha.

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Friday, April 21, 2006

i did everything that is needed for that application for FA thingy regarding my o's exams paper payment. what the association wanted i had all in. everything is up to them to decide whether they want to approve my application or not. there's nothing lese i can do! i can't point a gun and point at their face to demand the approval right.
i know mum is so worried and stressed over money issues. She is worried that the water supply might cut off. i guess it might. then you will see smelly siying going to school w/o bathing. wtf. ok shut up. then i guess my fcuking dad don't feel anything. red bills means NOTHING. BILLS MEANS NOTHING TO HIM. he thinks he's the king, government is NOTHING. WHATEVER SHIT IS NOTHING IN HIS EYES except for 4D toto all this stupid waste money thingy. i SHOULD uds mum's feeling now,but i can't. she's in so much of a difficult situation compared to anyone of us in this damn house. she's trying her way to talk to me her problems but she had it expressed in a way it seems like she's scolding me.

and yah. i think tan yan hao cannot don't play maple loh. play play play then mum angry. every shit happens i'm all into it. knn. thirtheen years old still like 5 yrs old. boys really mature slowly. by the time he knows how to think properly most probably i die liao. nonsense.

i'm sorry mum. i do no help but contribute to your problems.

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Thursday, April 20, 2006

NAFA TEST TODAY. wtf, shall not talk more about this. my body is aching. boring, what more there is PE tml leh . . . i'm damn lazy seriously. ok friends, count me out for any other presents or whatever shit. because your dear friend over here is terribly broke! now my darling lydia's birthday is coming and i can't even get sth for her. i'm like feeling damn sad ah.

after nafa test i went green with kel stan and quack. kel wanted to get her bro's shirt back. then after that i was walking back towards my house direction and i saw celestine and madeline my primary schoolmates! started chatting in the middle of no where, blocking the pathway. i guess many got irritated by us. lol. then came norin and xiang bing walking towards us. then we continued our conversation at that same spot. haha. it's really nice catching up sometimes. talking about our primary school friends, how time change a person's appearance, character and everything.

actually, it's very easy to make good friends. you just got to be TRUE, TRUE , TRUE and nothing else but true with one another. what's friendship if you don't be true to each other?

friendship can be something very magical that you can actually keep it with you forever if you do cherish.

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Wednesday, April 19, 2006

damn, seriously i damn broke now. i can't afford anything else other than food. so many friends all born in april. how can i fork out extra money for all these? and great, there's more to come when MAY arrives. i think i will die of hunger then. lol. some ass even deprieve me from eating a plate of mee siam eh. wth loh. and i ended up eating much expensive food in PS. lol. forget about that.

actually i got so much to say tonight. but my eyes are telling me they are tired and they want to sleep. lol. ok, goodnight. love you guys.

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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

damn, alvin just tols be saturday cut down man power. i'm not working on saturday. how sad. sigh. i'm soooooo broke. so many ppl's birthday coming. how am i suppose to afford. lydiia's brithday is next month as well. i miss you girl! so much! good night, i'm soo tired. happy studying mel and ppl. love.

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Monday, April 17, 2006

hey hey hey! no monday blues! it's monday yellow today! hahaha. today was kind of great. i dont know why. lol. it starts off with the morning assembly thingy. miss chua talks; bill talks. in fact, he sang. hahaha. quite a gd start for a monday morning. as usual i couldnt sleep well the previous night. 5 periods of food and nutrition for your info. =D but i love f&n lessons. mrs tan is really great. i love her seriously! mrs tan was preparing some sandwiches for meeting in the noon i guess. then all of us were tempted by those bread. cindy said she would vote her for the best teacher award or sth like that because she gave us sth to eat! haha! and she added, " well, even though it was only bread crumps." haha! all of us including mrs tan laugh out loud!

lessons followed by geo( i dropped that subject) and then S.S. damn, miss lee nv come! no lessons. wtf. and it was assembly after that. i won an apple today. haha. all kellyn wee and drusilla choo fault. SABO me eh! i was made to answer this question i didnt even know at all! DAMN! then ppl around me was like eh, say anything! C! then i just shoot C and there, i can't believe i got it correct. i even had to make my way up to stage and get my apple. lol. after assembly everyone kept asking where's my apple. bth. haa.
there after chi oral,(it really sucks) then went LJS. damn that gay. yes! grilled fish again! went home and then out again to study. not at all study anyway. ppl, try apple dippers! it's great! hahaha.

i guess guo feng is right, that person should know some day. ok, let's call that person JACK first. haha. i think jack needs to know. but i really wonder jack's reaction when jack knows! lol. what to do? i guess no ones know what im trying to say here. hahahaha.

i LOST MY SMILEY CLIP! AHHH. CAN I CRY. so sad.
HAPPY SWEET 16 TP PEARLYN CHUA FOR ONE LAST TIME. DRAGON LOVES * =D

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Sunday, April 16, 2006

a lovely sunday evening made by my two precious idiots. I LOVE YOU GUYS ! =D

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hi, i'm back here again. i spent half of my day sleeping today before i get out of the house to pearlyn's party. i had a nice sleep till 3 plus. how great. no one disturbs me, not even my brother or mum. mum and bro even had breakfast and lunch already when i woke up. us usual, mum nagged again. i rarely sleep till this late in the noon. but i still cant beat jun da. haha.

then yeah,went plaza to meet those people to pearlyn's place. had a game of pool. AGAIN. LOL. then went off to meet at matt's house bus stop then to pearlyn's sis place. well from a distance we saw that house. GOD. it was damn nice lah. farah ang mel and me was like admiring the house. i said i want those windows down! i'll bring home! haha! i guess i'll never ever had the chance to stay in that kind of house. good food and everything. haa. romantic with those candles and stuff. you can see pearlyn was trying very hard to be a good host. and i guess she was not bad though. she kept serving us food for your information. lol. i think the guys were rather bad. they kept playing with that POP thing. didnt even like give a damn to the pretty lady. yes, that for playing with lah, but maybe of too much and at the wrong time? i dont know. okay thats about all. i hope she did enjoy herself and like those gifts.

Happy birthday in advance pearlyn. =) love.

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Friday, April 14, 2006

COOL! it's sports day! =D finally, after these past years i'd been in SSS, RICHARD WON CHAMPION. lol. kind of cool eh? haha. sports day is really a bit boring. i was really happy when i saw black clouds and then it rain. hahahah. wth! the rain stopped after a while. cheers great i thought. those ppl ran hard, juff and ppl cheer hard with their voice! include wok, pots and pans as well! =D

nothing much really happen over there at the stadium. well, milo was no more. how sad! we had syrup orange to replace. mel and farah were cheerleaders of simon so they didnt join us at highland. all of just just slack around and talk. kel and me kept slapping each other faces. lol. quak asked us why. and we both burst into laughter and slap each other again once more! lol. that's friendship for both of us i guess. lol. =)

that auntie selling all the tibits all that shit, SUCKS. terrible attitude. cup noodles cannot sell tom yam! how can. wth. damn irritating. what more 2 bucks for a cup noodles! i kept saying we eat lor mee better loh. and yes true enough after that we went to have lor mee at central! haha! it was delicious lah! of course! lol. went home and got out once again at PS. saw yulin and yaping. i think yulin's smile was rather warm, sweet =D then dinner and then all of us were so broke. but we still went pool at SSC. lol. saw rebecca over there as well! it's been so damn long since i last see her! i went down to the entrance with her and had a short chat. nice!
after that we went HOME. lol. stan and me even stayed at the see saw near our house there to chat. talk about so so many things. sit until my ass pain. lol. and then im home. going to sleep!
DEVELOPMENT WORK STARTS TML! =D i love you guys!
I MISS ERIC AGAIN!

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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Today was one of my worst dys. can you imagine ME, the talkative one losing my VOICE! i can't even talk properly. what more to sing. the moment i start talking, my eyes got red and tears roll down. wth right, tears roll down? lol, yes! i hear my voice i also feel uncomfortable. how will the others feel! god damn. some even laugh when they hear my voice. lol. mel snatch my nugget away and claim i got a bad throat, so i can't eat. WTH! but nvm, she's not that bad. she returned me one back later on. haha. but she deprieve me of chocolates ok! and eat happily in front on me. ahhhh! ok, thanks mel for being SOOOOOOOO KIND. =D
and fcuk, checked out tonight's dinner. IT'S ALL FRIED FOOD. how can i not feel tempted!
went over to NYJC today as well. PERHAPS, jc is not a choice for me. im going to sleep early tonight, SPORTS DAY TML! i think i am like dumb lah. doc asked me if i want a mc, and guess what?

I SHAKED MY HEAD!

and oh yes, happy sweet 16 to miao ping and jonathan yeo! =)

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Monday, April 10, 2006

HELLO HELLO HELLO! well, lovely monday for me! so happy today. performances from juffrey and his friends. god, he's so damn charming for the first time! haha! he sang well and raman was yeah, GREAT, obviously! oh yah, before that during recess was wallet-missing-game again! i knew my round big wallet i left it on the bench where i sit! damn, rai han took it. then i had to hunt my wallet once again. so fun. then suddenly i found my wallet sitting behind me. well, they got legs! forget about that. i'm in a rather happy mood today. so that's quite alright for now. im not really that very angry actually.

then it was CO again after oral intensive! quite reluctant in the first place. went up and saw my mr charming face black black. lol. then realised he was angry over xu dong and wen tao if im not wrong. alex wanted to learn but they were lazing around, refuse to help. sth like that lah. well. saw a serious side of mr charming. lol. and i'm elated actually. zul did really care you see, and alex that fat ass(ok, dont scold me alex. haha) wants to learn! so happy for him! had a little chat with hui yi as well. chill ok ! let's have sectional meeting very soon! haha! LOVE. they made my day. =)

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Saturday, April 08, 2006

well, today was quite shit. woke up with a damn dry throat and bad headache. i didnt sleep well for the night. tossed and turned, keep crawling up to visit the toilet. i must have drink a lot of water. finally went out in the noon to city link mall with jl and stan. but stan never come with us eh. but quak joined us in the end. jl didnt get what he wants. we went to find mel and gf. walked around and around. went ps. meet kellyn and farah. saw ben and ppl as well. then three of us went off for alumni meeting. well 2 long hours, god. farah, jl and quak waited for us. i thought maybe we could like go for pool or sth, but we ate at mac and went home. what a lovely saturday.

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my head is like spinning, throat pain. buay tahan. the more i sleep, i feel more sick. yesterday was speech day. performance seems a bit of like corrupted. the music just keep going faster at faster at the very end. nevermind, at least it wasnt that very bad. everyone did their part and shout. haha. quite pleased with it actually. then merit award. cool, it's a huge gold COIN-LIKE thing,like chocolate. haha. then after everything, we went swimming. maybe because of the swim i'm like this. throat so dry. wtf. actually not exactly swimming, just relaxing in the water. talk quite a lot as well. then went heartland AGAIN. kellyn brought 2 pair of heels. she's really crazy over heels. haha. and then home.
i better start development very soon. im gotta be dead shit on monday with joan tan. lol. have lovely saturday.

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Thursday, April 06, 2006

it's a thursday today! HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO TZE CHOONG!

yeah, there's CO today. practice was quite alright. yes, it's only alright. i did some recording in my phone. kind of not so good music i thought. but IT WAS NOT THAT BAD lah.

after that was orchestra meeting. god, it had been so damn long since we last had meeting. this was the first one for year 2006,how pathethic eh. we were supposed to voice out the problems we think there were. common issues were really common. lol. wtf. nah, what else? attendance,bonding and sort of like self discipline for one.it came to my turn to speak and i told them, i think the problem lies with US, within all of us. yes, lack of self-discipline. i felt the "US" refers more to we, seniors. times do flies. now, it's OUR turn people named us seniors. i think we are bad examples. or should i say i'm a bad example? i am seriously one. asked them to come up for CO yet i slack around in the canteen. LOL. how bad can i be! how do we earn respect, i really dont know. and it's fine with me even if juniors talk bad about me. they dont i know. but well, i think i deserved all that shit if there were. maybe i'm really what some ppl think of me; someone who is never serious. great. i still don't know how come can get merit. wth. and like usual, mum wont turn up for such events. and hui yi, i do understand how you feel. =) love.

had fun after CO. lots of fun. took pictures. AND DRUSILLA IS SO DISGUSTING. she took pictures of the contents inside her nostrils. hahaha. buay tahan eh. lol. sing songs like having some kind of big concert, what more on on that platform with red carpet! haha! so rare that we can stand on there you see. too bad, lack of audience! haha! wth! even hook ang's hand and walk the red carpet. lol. mel act as father and i was ang's groom. haha. and farah is so bloody sick. she kept squeezing my b***** which really hurts. damn. i just hold on to it and raman (dont know spell correct not) saw it. and he laughed. LOL. wth. so pai seh. then went kpt to accompany them for dinner.

i was walking under my block then i saw this small little girl and her grandfather. at first she was walking a small distance away from him. then i was walking in the direction between the both of them. the little girl saw and she quicker run towards her grandfather's direction and hold on close to his hands. i turned back when i walked past. i remembered how i used to hold on to my grandmother while walking. that was when she was still around and, i miss her. yesterday mum and ppl went to visit her, but i didnt follow. well, hope she is so much happier up there, and bless mum and everyone. especially DAD. mum's life seems so much harder then dad. perhaps i should discuss with jasper. i'll kill his dad, he'll kill mine. lol. ok, i shouldn't be talking about such things. damn.

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Wednesday, April 05, 2006

quite pissed by that someone's words today. wtf.


and gay, im really sorry. haha. come to think of it i feel like laughing out loud. hahahaahahaha. i really eat finish the whole plate and forget all about you. hahaha! ok, seriously, sorry. lol. i'll try not to do it the third time. =)

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Monday, April 03, 2006

seriously, i'm worried for you. lol. things might not turn out like what you wish it would be. you knew how it might be in the end. it's either this or that yeah. i dont wish to crush your dreams. ok, it might not be a dream you see. no one knows what's going to happen the very next moment! but ok listen up! go ahead do whatever, i'm always here to listen to you, friend! =)

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Sunday, April 02, 2006

DAMN! MIAO PING MUST BE OVERJOYED NOW. lol!
yes lah, chi yang won lah. lol. campus superstar! well, i guess all the schools must have spend lots of cash on this voting thingy. so what can you conclude from here? hua zhong is a damn rich school! haha. i envy those students! most probably they might have day off from school! haha!
but chi yang do sing very well lah. it's just that i dislike his face. lol. sorry miao. he looks a bit ah-dai-face. haha.the duet he sang with xu xin hui was like oh my god. it's damn nice lah. and i really envy teresa! SHE HOLD JUNYANG's HANDS LEH! WAH. i i think im like going crazy. haha. oh yes! and teresa! wth, can you imagine choir and piano with her on stage? ok, you dont need to imagine. i think most ppl watch it. haha. damn cool. her choir was great. Li wei song damn charming too. haha.

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hello. time to blog again.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VIVIAN AND ROYSTON! =)
HAPPY APRIL FOOL!
lol. woke up at like 12 plus today. i could have sleep more if gay didnt msg me. damn, after that msg i just couldnt sleep back. perhaps is wah siao's fault. he just kept pressing the keyboard making noise. nothing else but maple for him. i hate maple. stupid game for him.

yeah, came online. then that gay went back to sleep. wth! met up with farah and kel at compass first before we went town to search for jiaqing's belated present. we are like so bad lah. lol. paid 5o bucks for my bill and i still owe singtel $35.10. HAHA. not bad, at least 35.1o i still can manage. lol. i just got to save up more money. yah, talk about saving money i think i spend more than save. lol. finally! i got myself that orange bag! i had been eyeing that since dont know when. so happy. but i owe mel a ten buck now. wth. went heeren walk, then went fareast. gay join us at around late evening. brought jia qing a long sleeve shirt. it looks fine. haha. after that was pool at SSC. jun da ben jia jie joined us. well, i just kept shooting the white ball in after the black one. so sway. lol. nvm it's just a game. haha. came back hg. they had supper. and there, im home now.


goodnight! beach, take those pictures down! it's so ugly! PLEASE!
it is 2.O7 now. i'm so hungry.

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