Thursday, April 06, 2006
it's a thursday today! HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO TZE CHOONG!
yeah, there's CO today. practice was quite alright. yes, it's only alright. i did some recording in my phone. kind of not so good music i thought. but IT WAS NOT THAT BAD lah.
after that was orchestra meeting. god, it had been so damn long since we last had meeting. this was the first one for year 2006,how pathethic eh. we were supposed to voice out the problems we think there were. common issues were really common. lol. wtf. nah, what else? attendance,bonding and sort of like self discipline for one.it came to my turn to speak and i told them, i think the problem lies with US, within all of us. yes, lack of self-discipline. i felt the "US" refers more to we, seniors. times do flies. now, it's OUR turn people named us seniors. i think we are bad examples. or should i say i'm a bad example? i am seriously one. asked them to come up for CO yet i slack around in the canteen. LOL. how bad can i be! how do we earn respect, i really dont know. and it's fine with me even if juniors talk bad about me. they dont i know. but well, i think i deserved all that shit if there were. maybe i'm really what some ppl think of me; someone who is never serious. great. i still don't know how come can get merit. wth. and like usual, mum wont turn up for such events. and hui yi, i do understand how you feel. =) love.
had fun after CO. lots of fun. took pictures. AND DRUSILLA IS SO DISGUSTING. she took pictures of the contents inside her nostrils. hahaha. buay tahan eh. lol. sing songs like having some kind of big concert, what more on on that platform with red carpet! haha! so rare that we can stand on there you see. too bad, lack of audience! haha! wth! even hook ang's hand and walk the red carpet. lol. mel act as father and i was ang's groom. haha. and farah is so bloody sick. she kept squeezing my b***** which really hurts. damn. i just hold on to it and raman (dont know spell correct not) saw it. and he laughed. LOL. wth. so pai seh. then went kpt to accompany them for dinner.
i was walking under my block then i saw this small little girl and her grandfather. at first she was walking a small distance away from him. then i was walking in the direction between the both of them. the little girl saw and she quicker run towards her grandfather's direction and hold on close to his hands. i turned back when i walked past. i remembered how i used to hold on to my grandmother while walking. that was when she was still around and, i miss her. yesterday mum and ppl went to visit her, but i didnt follow. well, hope she is so much happier up there, and bless mum and everyone. especially DAD. mum's life seems so much harder then dad. perhaps i should discuss with jasper. i'll kill his dad, he'll kill mine. lol. ok, i shouldn't be talking about such things. damn.
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