Monday, May 29, 2006

i told jialong and kellyn i love today. haha. i don't know why, or how exactly should i describe. i just love TODAY. i cleared chinese already. yippe! i seriously hope i will do well, i gave this my best shot already. i hope everything go well.
went mac after school with the few. i tell you ang is god damn cute. haha. especially outside the bubble tea shop. hahahaha. she made me laugh till i drop dead. her expression seems so innocent lah! haha. kellyn shld know why. all of us went home and meet out again to ssc for pool. met jonathan and melvin there. i think melvin's figure damn sexy now. lol. his mole more sexy. haha. then ah chow and kenneth came to look for us. so after pool was dinner. i just talked to jialong about jasper this afternoo and we saw him at LJS!!! he's god damn good-looking lah! hahaha! let's talk about joel tml ! hahahaha.
like i say, june hols are not june hols for most of us. we still need to go back to school for first 2 weeks i think.
and you know what?


it's been ONE year since we went to china! i miss that place. i miss york hotel. i miss room 11o2. i miss irene early morning cute face; i miss farah sleeping beside me; i miss her pulling down the curtains; i miss yani's soccer socks; i miss shifting those huge bed. i miss stealing coke from alvin's room. i miss wake up calls; i miss party on the last day; i miss running away from teachers in the late night; I MISS EVERYONE.

wai po, wo ye hao xiang ni ah.

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Sunday, May 28, 2006

finally, tml is my very first o level paper. i must do well! just pray hard it's gotta be easy tml. easy easy easy! chinese intensive really did help me a lot. i'm not going to let those intensive days go down to the drain. this june holiday will be no fun. i got to get all my basics right. like my maths. people always say you got to rmb all those formula. the god damn problem is ----- so what i rmb? i dont even know how to apply. damn sad right. i'm always that lucky to only just pass but i guess i won't be that lucky when it comes to o levels this yr.

siying, do well this time round and chinese will set you free! enjoy holidays for people who should. and study hard for those who should! i'm talking rubbish. people do well!

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i always love to go out during the night.

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Friday, May 26, 2006

it's friday! got a new skin and it's exactly the same as MJ. haha. i was searching for blogskins and ask her if it's nice and she replied " i'm using this! " haha! well, got my report book back. i guess no one will be as lucky as me. i pass with 50.0% exactly. i know it's pretty cool. like i mentioned, i kana parents meeting. mum brought rachel along with her. nas, hendra and rashid said she look like a boy. hahaha. actually i also feel that way. but she got pretty eyes! haa. David Ang told my mum i'm a good girl in school. haha. but regarding studies, i really got to buck up. he said i'd been always studying at the last min and stress myself up. that is really true. he said so much, mum said so much. of course those words really set me thinking. i must wake up now. i musn't disappoint anyone, especially myself.

chinese intensive has finally come to an end. i guess it really did help us in some ways. i'll miss my chi class, especially the people sitting around me! chinese o's is this monday. i hope the paper will go well! thats all for tonight! =D

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Thursday, May 25, 2006

i'm freaking tired. slept from 5 plus till 1o plus yet i'm still tired. well, parents meeting tml. i hope nothing goes wrong. goodnight.

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Tuesday, May 23, 2006

same goes, people got eyes to see if you are really nice or not. and i can you see you are trying very hard to be so.

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Monday, May 22, 2006

Shining friends -
A little faith Brightens a rainy day
Life is difficult you can't go away
Don't hide yourselve in the corner
You have my place to stay
Sorrow is gonna say goodbye
Opens up You'll see the happy sunshine
Keep going on with your dream
Chasing tomorrow's sunrise
The spirit can never die
Sun will shine, my friend
Won't let you cry, my dear
Seeing you shed a tear,Make my world disappear
You'll never be alone in darkness
See my smile, my friend
We are with you, holding hands
you have got to believe,you are my destiny
We're meant to be your friends
That's what a friendship be

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Sunday, May 21, 2006

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. what a sunday. boring boring boring! who's going to be my powerpuff girls and save my day?

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Saturday, May 20, 2006

hi there. almost late today. heng ah, security guard haven't lock the gate and isaac miao monika and her friend and me of course were saved from detention. step into the sch and realised the pledge and everything were over. haha. pretty cool. got back human papers. well, i got 49 marks. bloody babo shit. and i realised i only passed 1 subject this midyr which is chinese. i think "siyingiscuttingclass" will say something about this. chinese intensive makes me sleepy reading paper 2 passages. mrs koh is really cute. lol.

nothing much happens in the noon. then came evening met up kellyn to mac and "do some work". after that was work at compass heights outside the big field. i think the boss damn fcuking lame. he said those things to me and i really dont know what to do and what i could do was just wide-smile to him. anyway, the store i was tending to was some little games all of us played before when we were small. rmb those fishes that kept turning round and round opening and closing their mouth? you got stick to hook the fish up. but mine was a bigger version. YES, i was tending that store. sounds pretty boring right. i just thought maybe people nowsdays wont go to such dumb stores to play. who knows. this game is out to cheat peoples' money. 3 dollar per game. yes lah, it sure win but those prizes you get in return are comfirm less then 3 bucks. that is like so pathetic lah. children money are easy to earn because adults are willing to spend on them. not most of them but at least some.

after this night, i think of it and i feel this 3 bucks was actually worthwhile in some ways. it helps to improve family bonds, really. when parents see their kids happy, they felt happy as well. their expression had told me so.

i realised i was so crazy over you before.

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Thursday, May 18, 2006

i seriously can't stand some people who try to act like they are some wonderful shit. it's digusting. there are so many weird people out there that you can actually see with your own bloody eyes. this particular group of people are just one of those weirdos we actually dislike, ok maybe i dislike.

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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

happy sweet 16 to ang :)

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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

i can't believe my primary school friend can still remember my house telephone number till now! it's been some donkey years! hhaa. friends are magic. they are wonderful!

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Monday, May 15, 2006

today is a so-fine-day. i was thinking of gettting my human papers back so i can see how badly i'd done. too bad, miss lee not around in school today! argh! talking about papers, i got f&n paper back. i only got 45/1oo. well even if i got the examples of carbohydates right(instwad of honey, jam table sugar, basket) , i won't be able to pass too! nvm, try harder si ying! fun should all come to an end. it's time for serious hard work! BUT . . it's really kind of hard for me settle down and study. no geo for me, so mel and i decided not to go to miss soh's class today. sat at the fourth floor table and sleep. s.s lessons, didnt go to class too! sat at the staircase and held small chat sessions with mel, farah, irene, wen zhi and melvin.

after school was detention follow by CO. well, just went up to take a look. my section went playing twinkle twinkle little star because of the sec 1 junior. haha. sound damn cute. i just see sectional leaders with their attendence marking sheet walking around everywhere. lol. i hope hui yi can like manage! there's still time for you to adapt! =D we can help out alright! =D
mel and farah had practical! the food was not bad after all! it's gotta be my turn on wednesday!

i know i'm so damn loud.

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Sunday, May 14, 2006

i love that guy with that ' france' tee. haha. he's god damn charming man.

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hi, i'm back. yesterday so many ppl were busy celebrating mothers day in advance. but not for me and mel. we went to meet up guo feng first and i cut my hair. damn, it sucks more. i feel like just shaving bald. ok, obviously, i don't dare. i'm just bullshitting. i just got to tie a bun, no pony tail. so sad. nvm, hair will grow, just some time. went to mac to do some decision making. well, it really is SOME. stan came down to bring us some money. both of us so broke. went dinner. after dinner we decide to do something. we walked from green to mel's aunt house in sengkang to take her skirt. haa. her uncle was drunk lah, he talk damn funny. haha. so we left the place and walk to compass for toilet. haa. brought some bread. the best time to buy bread is during night time. 2o% off! hahaha. then both of us walked back home from compass. cool eh, burn calories.

thats about all for a saturday night. i gotta finish my decision making by today no matter what.

if you decided on doing it, then just do it. there's more things i want to say. but i can't. so do you know what i want to say this time round?

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Thursday, May 11, 2006

Today a day with tears and laughter for me. lol. i cried because of some dumb thingy. BIRD SHIT PRANK. sort of like making a fool out of myself. but seriously, my friends are really good actor and actresses! lol. and of course uncle johnny. or uncle john lee? ah haa. i dont know. want to know more about what happen maybe you would like to visit kellyn's blog ? lol. they really made my cry and laugh! when i came back from the toilet, mel, kel, farah and jia long were like hiding away! then i saw farah and i shouted " faraheen! " the four of them came running away! lol! what more it looks like some kind of drill thingy. (running in straight lines!) haa. a lot more! went heartland at 7 plus just now with kel stan and jl. well, just dinner and buy a gift for stan's friend. aha. and kel brought heels ONCE AGAIN. haaha!

well, some results are out for me! certainly not good! and i kana parents meeting eh . . . sigh.
nevermind.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING STANLEY! FRIENDS ALWAYS! LOVE YOU! =D

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Tuesday, May 09, 2006

well, mid years is over. i know i won't do well. haa. at most just sit in the canteen and laugh with cloin. haha. he will do well lah. i think i might go crazy if those people around me continue to disturb me. i might just suffer from depression and die off. laugh out loud. especially stanley gan. he is a bloody fool. oh yes, stanley is shy to girls. haha. farah should know what i meant. haha. he should know as well. oh i saw WAN YIN today! woohoo! pretty pretty. i miss her a lot.

everyone is turning 16, mine? long long way baby. good night. i love you guys.

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Sunday, May 07, 2006

i don't know what's within me right now. yesterday on the way back home i just feel rather upset. but nothing went wrong. i hate this period before pms, moodswings. bad tempered. right now, i'm feeling it now. what the hell. ai yah, go get myself ready and off to kat's house so she could like teach me some last minute work. good day people, soon mid years would be over!

maybe it was those eyes of yours.

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i collected the burvey today. well, i should say i had the certificate with me right now. hhaa . it's pretty cool, made of recycle paper. lol. sitted in the hall for like so long to wait for the guest of honour to arrive. then we even had some performance before hand. it was great. chinese dance from nayang girls and a very interesting skip by 2 duman sch girls! i laughed my way through. then short speeches by the VIP guests. there was this man, i can't rmb who was he, talked about story which makes me feel " yeah, true." well, it goes like this:

it was during winter time, cold outside there stand 4 men. their name were united, peace,hope and wealth. then there was this lady who saw the 4 man outside shivering, decided to ask them in for some got tea to keep them warm. she went forward and ask, "would the 4 of you like some hot tea over at my house? " one of the men asked," is your husband at home? " the lady shaked her head and the man asked to ask her husband before letting them in. so after some time, the husband came home and the lady ask if he allow the four men to come in to have some tea. and the husband said she could. then, the lady when out and said " my husband is home. would 4 of you like to go in? the 4 men shaked their head and one of them replied, " only one of us can go in, you go home and discuss with your husband who do you want to go into your house. the lady went home and told what the husband about it. there, their 2 children were sitting at the dinning table. husband said "let wealth in, with money, we can do anything! " the lady said, " no let peace in, with peace there won't be any war! " the son shouted, " no! let hope in, with hope, everything i do might succeed! the little daugther then said;" no, let united come in, with united maybe it could help to strengthen out family bond!" the husband, who loves his daughter more, agreed and ask the lady to ask united in. "we would like united to come in to your house for some tea. " said the lady to the 4 men
one of the men replied; " when you are "united", there will be "peace". when there is "peace" there will be "hope". and when there is "hope", there will be "wealth". THE END.

understand what i just mention above? haha. love.

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Saturday, May 06, 2006

cool! today was chinese paper, well the compre was pretty hard. and the second compre story was touching. mel say cindy even drop some tears! well, i was really touched. i'm just lazy to type the story out. but most of us all read that i guess. haha. i meet my sweetest friend today. yeah! so happy i could actually see her again. well, wrote a birthday card and pass to her the lollipop, chocolates and a necklaces. hope she do like that. =D too tired for anything, tml is election Day! "you have a choice." damn, i dislike this sentence. i see it everywhere on the road, on tv. boring. well, do the people working for the government had got a choice to not vote for PAP? will they lose their jobs? haa.

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Thursday, May 04, 2006

i feel kind of relax today. it's not because i can manage my history, not because i can manage my maths. haha. i just feel good. :) well, yesterday was my dearest friend's birthday. LYDIA :)
i seriously hope she's doing well. i haven't been meeting her for weeks and i miss her like crazy. hope this mid year come to an end quickly. i hate the hall. i even counted the lights in the hall. there are 21. of those hanging over us. alright, enough of rubbish! goodnight, i love everyone!

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Tuesday, May 02, 2006

well perhaps i'm gotta have my periods soon. having moodswings and i feel rather depressed. little things just got me upset. last minute work is not going to help for me. i know i can't make. obviously, by the rate im going for my bio. chemistry kills me. i know nothing about it. i tried to read up, nothing gets in. well, forget about midyears. i'm gotta start getting my facts about everything right before perlims arrive. there will be change. no more last minute work. leave tml's paper aside.

i will cry if my f&n paper fail my 3 marks.

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went to the airport today. first time i went there to study. at first we couldnt find a place to like settle down and we ended up in mac. i was rather pissed because of that damn speaker. damn noisy and loud. what the hell. then switch places to some empty passage way. obviously it was better. studied. and celebrate ah chow's birthday. lol. simple one. but i think it was rather sweet. pei wen and wei ting also kind of help me. f&n and bio is almost the same. then both of then like note out the points and everythnig seems SOOOOoooo much easier! thank you!

i had fun today too! =)

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Monday, May 01, 2006

damn, TSA. dont dont who the ass. lol. most probably a guy. girls won't do such things. lol. i'll probably skin him alive.

i'm god damn tired tonight. sleep straight away once the file is sent to melissa. this prove : i can't study at night. i can't concentrate. HAPPY BELATED TO WAI YANG, my 1o yrs friend! and happy 16th to chin chow, the charming one! =D

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