Wednesday, June 28, 2006
I SERIOUSLY DONT THINK ADULTS HAVE BRAINS. what the hell! dont they sense it's SO SERIOUS? what am i gotta when you dont listen to me? what can i do? COME ON. is not as if it's just an ucler in the mouth! i just hope nothing worst comes in anymore. PLEASE. it's not fair! i'm really fed up with this. so many things just happen recently and it's all killing me. HOW TO STUDY! HOW TO STUDY LIKE THAT! i need to breathe!
pull me up will you?
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Monday, June 26, 2006
i seriously need a punching bag. feel like punching his bloody mouth real hard so i can stop those dramatic shit from coming out of his mouth. punch until his mouth swollen, lie on the ground rolling and just die.
stop talking about how long it last; that date you love so much. yes i know 11o305 means a lot to you. yes i know 15 months means a lot to you. yes i know SHE means a lot to you. yes i know you can't live w/o her. yes i know she's your only hope to live. yes i know promises are meant to be kept. but didnt you heard of empty promises? and I HATE GUYS WHO SAY " it's my fault it's my fault! everything is my fault! " is like what the fcuk is wrong with your pea brains you bitch. YES, SHE IS YOUR EVERYTHING! can't you just be more sensible and stop all this crap! you are so bloody emotional that even as a girl, i think i can't beat you down. i don't know what's up on her mind and i dont know yours as well. maybe she wasnt too clear in expressing herself, so much so she wants you to leave her alone. but i doubt so. i dont know what's happening in your school because i can't see. but i just thought maybe you could respect her decision. it's so hard to talk sense into you because you aren't speaking sense to me. you want me to agree to what you say? i can tell you that is impossible. GO, do what you want!
oh please, just let me off. i need a break from all this shit.
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Sunday, June 25, 2006
i think melissa is so cool :)
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Saturday, June 24, 2006
it's 1253 pm now. Today must be boring day. mel just went out with guofeng and drusilla is working at AMK. that bounce thingy in the evening. kellyn should be staying at home. and bitch should be sleeping now. i'm super super bored now. sigh, most probably got to stay at home before going to work in the evening. good day people.
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"dammit im so gonna aim for high scores
dammit im so gonna show everybody i can study.
dammit im gonna get a1 for maths.
and i will."
YOU SAID THAT. haha.
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Thursday, June 22, 2006
went to the NCO camp concert today. i think they really make me feel like picking up my instrument and play it again. i haven't been touching my dizi since some long time back. it's a nice day today. but it's not so nice now because i'm going to bed and i gotta miss my nataka. AHH . . what a boring night.
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WORLD CUP IS KILLING PEOPLE.
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"yay! i'm done with f&n! " you wouldn't know how happy i am feeling inside now. i had been dragging my work since don't know when and never even settle down to do anything. well, though i did today, i know i wasn't really focusing on my work. i'm a rather easily distracted ass so when i'm online i would try to talk and talk. that is why i only finish eveything up around 1am. and it's 143 am now. i'm not even asleep. had been up so late these few days and feeling so sleepy this whole day. finally, i can at least leave f&n aside for a few days.
read kellyn's blog, and came to realise i haven't been studying at all this whole hols. i have told myself this is certainly not a time for me to play but i just couldnt resist myself. well, there are so many things up on my mind now. so many things undone. so many things to worry. so many things to say so i could make myself feel better.
i've got to work hard to make that silent wish come true.
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006
i'm really touched by eric's words. well, he made me feel, "it's really nice to have a friend like you." i really love him. he's never the same. no matter how things change, how our lives change, we are still good friends. he really makes me miss him.
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TODAY is so great so great so great so great so great so great! hahahahaha! i went back to school today for f&n in the morining.i was so so lazy! it was a rainy morning eh. but i still got out of bed. at first we thought joan tan didn't turn up so we decided to leave. just when we were about to do so, she suddenly appear. damn sad. i think we really waste time there, play yahoo pool, online, blog hopping. HOWEVER, the later part of my day was SO GOOD.
well, mel wanted to collect her phone so me and farah acc her. before that mel and I had lunch at KPT but it was more of chats rather than food. haa. that big ass can't even finish her hokkien mee because all of us were to engross in talking. no wonder adults say don't talk when you eat. HAHA.we just kept talking the whole day today, making my lips damn dry. lol. went cavana, farah's turn to eat. well, today is just about eating and talking. haha! you guys better beware of melissa. she can eat a lot. after collecting her phone we went to carrefour. took breads then later saw sushi and decided to leave those breads aside. haha. buy 1o get 6 free you see! lol! mel wanted some finger food as well. and she went " 2 dollar 2 dollar .......... blah blah " hahha. DAMN FUNNY. it's so hard to explain in here. farah will uds me. haha. so we went to the fountain of wealth. is it? haha. sat there and finish our food.
seriously, my mum never bring me anywhere when i was young even now. lol. my first time-s were all with my friends. so this is the FIRST TIME i went down to the fountain. well "make a silent wish" it says. walk 3 rounds. i did that. haha. i hope that wish come true. and yah, i think farah needs a boyfriend. haha. mel miss guofeng too much. this two idiot kept touching me today. lol
at night was even HAHAHA. kellyn and mel ah. buay tahan. their actions made me laugh and cry. damn funny. lol. Jialong thanks for your plasterssss. hahaha. you made me laugh too. lol. amazing, PLASTERS. hahaha.
i love you guys SO MUCH. =D
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Tuesday, June 20, 2006
---------------NOVEMBER BABY;
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
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Today is a nice day.
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Monday, June 19, 2006
AH, my bones are breaking. my legs are tired. my back hurts. i'm like a old granny. even my boss said that. today was so much better! =D FULL-HOUSE WHOLE DAY! so glad. time passed damn fast. i enjoyed myself in the day. but i became rather restless during the night. i had water melons for dinner because it was chicken for dinner which i had in the morning. bloody hell. but my aching body surely worth some money. cool siying, give yourself a pat on the shoulder. YOU ARE DEBTS-FREE! this is so so so so cool!
i got so much things to talk about but i can't rmb now. too tired for brains to think about today. oh yes, i went to mac with mel, jia si, gf and alvin to watch bra vs aus. Finally, i met my friends after 2 days. bra players' kicks are fabulous. aus players are huge and strong looking. one of them. no 23, look like referee. hahaha. number 1o is oh, so charming! haha.
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Saturday, June 17, 2006
my legs are extra super tired now. i didn't know it was fathers day tml until this afternoon at work. so cool. well, i think fathers are not likeable. i think i sound bad but i guess it's really true. Mothers day the whole place was full house! i really had a extremely miserable day today because there were no customers. ok i should say maybe about 4 to 5 tables were occupied. well, you must be thinking i'm nuts. by right i should be happier because i will be like sooooo free. HOWEVER, by left, it's a so sad thing for me. no customers means time pass SLOWELY. ARGH. and customers who came in like to sit in different corner and what i had to do was to keep walking around. i'm not sleepy, but my legs are. i seems to have finish the big walk. LOL
well during my break i went to get some food. went to the taiwan xiao chi to buy my sausage cheese crepe. hahahahahaha. that guy at the stall was ..... Ah hah! WOW! hahahaha! he got huge charming eyes thick eye brows .................. i just couldnt resist his smile. lol. i think i sound like some desperate bitch.
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Friday, June 16, 2006
i rot at home the whole day yesterday. bloody hell. i haven't pay my bills, i haven't buy my school shoes and i haven't buy my bus concession. that is cool because someone said he's free today but i'd been at home this whole day. SEE. lol. ok i'm just kidding. well it's 648pm. lol. i'm meeting lydia at 730 later, cool. we can catch argentina vs serbia & montenegro later at mac. hahaha. i hope there's space to sit later. i have been trying very hard to finish my evaluation so i can go " yay! i've finished f&n! ". SO SAD. i don't know what's up with my brains. it can't seems to think and i only managed to do 2 points this whole afternoon. so feel bursting into tears now. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, damn.
habourcity called me asked if i would like to work tml and sunday. well! of course i would like to! that moment i so want to. lol. later on i just felt so lazy. argh. nevermind, siying do it since you want money! and you will soon be clear of debts. kellyn will be happy then, mel will be, and of course that bitch will be happier as well. and you will be the happiest then. lol. yay! and if there's extra sum of money maybe you could get yourself a pair of shoes you know!
yes, i know i'm just trying to make myself a little free from stress.
yeah baby, you got to chill. love you guys. muacks.
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i think you got brains like peas.
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Wednesday, June 14, 2006
i went to take a look at babo again yesterday and it cost 15 bucks for a small one. damn expensive for a uglydoll. and FOX that pants seems shining so brighty, telling me i would love to be worn by you. LAUGH OUT LOUD.
farah, NAKATA IS SO OH MY GOD. i can't stop looking at him!
and PLEASE, i don't want to see you in this way.
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Today is great! met up with lydia to PS. She needs to get xueling's present. all the way was talking talking and talking. well, it's really nice to see her again.well, she and jordan really broke up. well, she's free after all this 1 yr and 3 months! WELL WELL WELL. seriously, Jordan is a nice chap but he's really too protective at times even lydia's mum cant stand him. how bad can it be you see. jordan is wooing her back but it dont seems to get any better. lol. Even though they broke off he still treats her like his girlfriend. she has to report to her everyday and if she didnt he would flood him with msges. what the hell. i think that's crazy.
if i were to have a bf like him, i might have just kick him in the ass and let him fly and die. not all guys are like this but i guess guys can't be any better off. especially that fellow who makes my friend cry for him in those nights. Bloody hell.
however, korean guys are really WOW. haha. i watched today's korea vs togo. is it togo? i dont know if i got it correct. aftering sending lydia to the bus stop i went to the coffee shop to watch. lol. mac was packed you see. and yes, i catched that alone! it's so cool to hear uncles screaming " GOAL!!!!! " hahaha! it's really fun even i'm alone. LOL. yesterday i could even hear it from my house. hahaha.
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Monday, June 12, 2006
i have 2 "wonderful " friends! they are nuts!
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happy 17th birthday to my dearest friend, eric!
well, my house area here had the electricty cut off from 1oam to 1230pm today. i woke up because there were no fan blowing at me. lol. woke up and saw my brother still sitting in front of the destop. i was thinking, isn't the elecricity cut off? i walked towards him and saw him actually holding to a screwdriver screwing the plug! hhaa! DUMB. he thought the plug must have go crazy again but it was actually the elecricity cut off! haha. early morning and he made me laugh out so loud. even mum laugh at him. haha.
i got up to mel's house and actually plan to do f&n. but her mum wanted to go to TM. at first i agreed but i was lazy after that. lol. sorry mel. then came home and do my decision making and evaluation until now. well, it was hard work! but just as i were about to finish, joan tan msged me! DAMN! she said she's so sick now and breathless, seems very serious leh. then say postpone lessons to WED. AND I HAD BEEN RUSHING MY WORK. but nvm! at least i'm done and i can meet my lydia tml w/o worries!
i really hate typing sometimes and i agree, i sark at it. lol. sometimes you might just find it hard to read what i'm typing. well, i'm sorry. i can't help it. LOL! and i'm freaking oily all over my face, hands and i STINK with messy hair. i got to get change and get out to meet mel and kellyn! YIPPEE!! =D love!
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i'm feeling moody right now.
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Sunday, June 11, 2006
today is CO day as well. SYCO concert at SCH. well, some songs were not bad. good news! i'm going back for part time at habourcity tml! yipee! =D who knows how happy i am now?
I SAW MY CHILDHOOD PLAYMAYE FOR THE PAST 2 DAYS. i miss him. haa.
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Saturday, June 10, 2006
SIYING LOVES MELISSA. =))
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Friday, June 09, 2006
it has been a-so-long-day for me today! it begins with my practical test. i thought it would go smoothly but i ended up breaking one of those test tubes and burn myself while lighting the burner. well, i'm quite dumb actually. lol. chemistry practical must be more terrible. i don't even know what the hell i was heating and the salt T harden and i just leave it. and so when i wanted to wash up everything, i realised that substance just stick to the test tube. lol.
so much for the practical and later on was CO 1 day camp. it was wonderful! i enjoyed myself so much, i hope it goes the same for the rest too. they had ice-breaking games when we were having pract, so we miss the fun in the morning. we had free lunch today! lol. i added about 3 spoonful of chilli to my nasi lemak. mdn ng and mdm ong( i feel weird calling her mdm ong) stare at me like i'm some alien. haha. mdm ong said the way i add chilli to my rice makes her feel like vomiting. but it's only chilli! i just can't do w/o chilli in my meal. it seems pretty tasteless w/o chilli in my food. after lunch was talk by seniors, in fac by ming kwang. he kept emphasising on " SYF is very important" numerous times and it just keep going ...... after talk was an hr of sectional practice and follow by amazing race! kellyn and i were the game master of a station- passing chairs down the row. the best part was fooling them and they actually believe our words. haha. both of us laugh till we drop dead. there comes night falls. we had BBQ in the school. lol. first time i bbq chicken wings like mountains and it could be eaten! so cool! haha. the commitee brought a small cake to welcome the sec 1s. lol. you must be thinking until now then .... ?? lol. RIGHT. it's because siying is a lazy girl. after camp was pool! it's a-so-fun day! =D
HUI YI, tell yourself, you are good. you can do it.
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Thursday, June 08, 2006
mel says she miss guofeng :)
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Wednesday, June 07, 2006
Not at all swimming for today. the 3 other girls just soaked themselves in the water for only a while and they claimed they got bored and we went to heartland for some food. haha. after that was hg mall mel and dru went arcade for DDR. lol. and we went to mel's house later on. her mum cooked shark fin soup and asked us to have some. cool.stayed in mel's room and later on started digging out those "old" stuff of hers. she surely got a lot of stuff over that seven months. opps! haha. it was fun looking through down stuff. well, especially her photo album. lol! those pictures during primary school days made me miss my fellow friends! pictures of sec 2 made all of us all laughed our heads off. everyone changed. weehow and gary last time so cute.gerald so small! haa. come to think of those days we played water everyday and get ourselves all wet really makes me miss it. and of course DKMS last time was teased- [Dick Kick Melissa's S] dick was our sec 1 classmate. hhaha. i miss everything!
kellyn, let's do it. get that pic scan and we go paste it around! haha!
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it's 060606.
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Tuesday, June 06, 2006
well, i should be wearing my shoes to go to school. but, ok let's just blog first. hahaha. finally, i watched a movie! lol. it seems like so damn long since the last one, yours mine ours. damn pathetic. i owe ppl more money again. i'm so glad things are alright now btween them. i certainly don't wish they will quarrel over such little issues. you guys are mature enough, i don't need to say much. but not for my LITTLE BROTHER. everyday i come home he sits in that postion in front of the montior. fcuk it. he jsut won't move his ass until i decide to shout at him. can't he be a little more sensible and have some self-discipline? i told him off if he don't behave himself today and let the montior and the HIM for a rest, i will get mel's house that powerful lock thing and lock everything up so he won't get to play AT ALL. don't cry and say you want to play. i'm not like mum. i gave you chance. prove it to me, i can trust you.
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Monday, June 05, 2006
I LOVE DRUSILLA :)
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Sunday, June 04, 2006
brace yourself friend, you got to be strong :)
I MISS MY BITCHING FRIEND, SO much.
got to ring her up soon.
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i don't know why, i visited some of my juniors blog and their tagboard seems to have some unknown taggers tagging some-not-nice tags. well, i guess there must be some disagreement between them. please, people! you know what i want to say! yao xiang qing xiang ai! don't quarrel ok! have a lovely sunday everyone! love!
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Saturday, June 03, 2006
Today was better than i expected. i had fun and what best was i come back home now, with a bloody red face. oh yes, jasper lim out of boredom, called me with his house phone and act like some idiot saying that he found my number written in a bus for free sex. i i knew it was him and i screamed FCUK YOU and hang up his phone. everyone sitting around me look at me. they must be thinking what kind of girl is this. jasper called back laughing and apologise. well, at least he did. if not i might scream at him once again. lol
what makes me more RED now is my mum. all because of the bloody sound clip by the mr brown. damn it. it's just a sound clip that don't sound rather pleasant with it's language and she's making a big fuss about me listening to such things , by shouting LOUDLY SO THAT MY DAD CAN WAKE UP AND SCREAM US OFF TO BED. WTF. i think mum is having PMS and it seems serious overflowing because she has been having disgusting moodswing since the first day of the week DAMN so she just vent her anger out by screaming and everything i do i'm wrong. split inside the rubbish bin also wrong. fcuk. i know she meant well. perhaps if she continues with another week, i might die off.
sorry if i sound rude.
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