Sunday, July 30, 2006
FARAH, love you! (:
---- this is for YOU, lady. haha.
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Saturday, July 29, 2006
Sometimes you just don't have the mood to do anything.maybe lazing around, watching VCDs or lying on bed can be more interesting than anything you are interested in when you aren't in the right mood.
ai ya, i'm just giving myself a reason not to go to school today. went to watch the lakehouse just now. well, i thought if anyone is planning to watch it, why not drop the idea now and watch other more interesting ones. previews on the movie certainly attracts you to watch it but the film is not as attractive as the previews! the story jsut kept dragging and dragging. some parts i dont even get a clue on how they communicate with each other. it's just complicating lah.
days aren't nice recently.
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006
SAGITTARIUS- She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy. She has more guy friends and could act like one of a guy. She does not care about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless what her neighbour will gossip about her. She likes going straight and being straight forward. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will admire you.
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
these few days i have been thinking back on the 3 and 1/2 years in secondary. 3 and 1/2 years. so many things happened in these few years and i guess the best happening is to know the three idiots. opps, what a word to use. haha. i mean it's really nice to know dru, mel and kel. 4 different people; 4 different characters for a friendship. it's not easy to bear with each other behaviours especially with the extremely talkative drusilla, super hot-tempered melissa, sensitive kellyn and ME, the loud and annoying one. lol. thinking back about what we quarrel over last time really makes me laugh. thank god, we are not like how we are before.
well, it's still the same old word, 'true' :)
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Sunday, July 23, 2006
we combed the whole town today BY FOOT. haha. i really hate walking with farah and jialong. the two of them walk like they are rushing for a flight or sth like that. alright, maybe that sounds a little too exaggerating. haha. they wanted to get wen zhi's birthday gift so we went out. well, it's lovely today. and yes, mum is so nice to help me rub my aching hands. i can't do it myself because my both hands are aching. lol. isn't that pathetic. and i wish i won't fight with my brother again. it sure hurts inside out. and no more violence siying, you can't resort to this and make yourself suffer too.
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Friday, July 21, 2006
i think it's great being a kid. there's nothing much we need to be responsible of except for studies and blah blah ... those ain't important stuff. when you need money, or should i say, when you want money, you just got to stretch your hands out, open your mouth and say " mum, can you give me some money? " USUALLY, you'll get what you want.
ok here comes the problem. what happens when you grow older? what happens when you become responsible of someone else's life? by then, you will hear, "mum/dad, can you give me some money? " what if you are unable to provide them with what they want?
So, your responsibilities do increase as you grow. don't you feel great being a kid now ? haa.
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Wednesday, July 19, 2006
it's just not a right thing to do. i hope nothing like this happens again.
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Monday, July 17, 2006
it's so long since i had long chats : )
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Sunday, July 16, 2006
work today was tiring, yet enjoyable especially during the night! imagine BALLOONS hanging in the air like a semi-circle at the entrance of the park. we were naughty. haha. mel and i wanted to set the balloons 'free'. at the two sides of the semi circle, the very first balloon place on the ground was filled with water so the balloons wouldnt fly away. the guys helped to burst the water balloon on one side so the balloons would float on only one side! it was 1 very long chain of balloons floating together in the air. i held up the whole chain of balloons. well, so very cool! haha. i never expect myself to hold so many balloons in my whole life. move around with it. dru mel and i tried to play with it.
ok so the lorry came and we had to load the stuff up. opps, i meant the guys had to. lol. many kids saw the balloons and ask if we they could have them. well, it's not OURS. haha. there's this woman, she asked if she could have some balloons for her kid and yeah, she asked her husband to burn the string so she could have them. all of us took that idea and start burning the strings. i got the longest chain of those. haa. sit in the lorry, with balloons in your hands, they go with the wind .. just how nice can you imagine?
it's a so-good-day compared to the other days in this whole week : ) i feel relax.
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Saturday, July 15, 2006
i have been really really really tired these days. i know i don't behave like how i always do. Even kellyn finds me weird, and i guess i really am. pretty stressed up with things happening. Suddenly, i thought it's really time i get my engine started and do something to my studies. Suddenly, i realised i don't have much time. and suddenly, i felt it's time to prove with actions instead of using words. i've got so many to touch on;
i wouldnt want to regret not doing well at the end of the year, crying. 4 yrs in secondary and now finally, i'm a step closer to get away from this ugly school. maybe i shouldn't use 'ugly' as there are still wonderful teachers and of course FRIENDS thats make serangoon a place better than 'ugly'. i love to go to school because i have them. i guess everyone feels the same like i do.
so much to say. some much to talk about. i hope i'll be alright very soon. thinking about it everyday with no solution really is no good. got to go to bed, working tml.
i really love you guys, you know who you are.
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Thursday, July 13, 2006
fcuk, whats with my brains. i can't go on like this. soon i'll break down. lydia, i so miss you.
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mel, sorry and a big thank you to you (: sorry for what happened in the morning and thank you for helping me with my maths! i know it's hard to make me understand. lol.
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i feel no good today.
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006
yah yah yah. i skipped school today. i just can't afford to be late again. mum or dad will have to send me to school if i'm late any other day. well, i THOUGHT i was going to be late. ok just look at the huge crowd strolling into school certainly makes you think negative. what if that bald head picks me out again, "hey you, 7th time you are late. GET UP." oh .. i might fall to the ground. my parents will hammer me.
and i just slack all the way today. boring day. i am very broke again.
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oh hello, hello. school days are so looooonggggggggg. so what if school "ends" at 135pm. i go to school for almost 12 hours a day. what the hell. it's no good to stay in school. super boring can. thank god i'm not late today! i tried to leave house earlier and so yah, it did work. lol. and yeah, reached the bus stop and realised I FORGOT MY TIE! damn, nobody reminded me or anything and i totally forgot about that. ok i should rmb MYSELF. Ha. so i went walking around the school searching for tie, avoiding the 2 bald heads, covering my top so the bald heads wouldnt see. urgh. i just can't wait for these days to like go away. thanks to adrian tay, i got a tie! :D he gave me papers and ask me to help him with sth, im just lazy to talk abt that. and I LOST THAT PAPER. i dont even know how i lose it. i hope he wont get angry or anything. =p
ah huh, chinese oral today. fcuking nervous, heart beat damn fast only after everything finished.the examiners look friendly but i'm still scared. haa. i hope everything will turn out alright. i hope that wish will come true. i will try to work harder for that. and jia long, hahaha. it's going to be fine. lol.
plead for good days, misses.
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
If we don't love ourselves, we'll never learn to love anyone else. that is the first thing we should learn in life.
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i super super miss those days i used to hang out with ben jun da eric and yea, lucaz. hahaha. it's so fun everytime. when will we meet out again?
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Saturday, July 08, 2006
BEN, happy 18th birthday! :)
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Friday, July 07, 2006
what a frustrating friday. so so so not nice. i thought friday should be always lovely. stepped out of my lift out, walking down the street, took a deep breath, thinking about how nice will my friday be. and there it turned out like this.
i was late with gm, wei ping, isaac and miao ping. reached school at 730am. i think maybe i talk too much. mr tina seems to notice me a lot. he used his ugly finger and pointed at me. "come out." oh fcuk it i thought to myself. checked the class diary. i was late for 6 times this yr. fcuk his bald head. ask me to call my mum. i told my mum what happened and she LAUGHED at me. wth? well, if i were to be late again, the bald head said my mama will have to send me to school. and 8 times i will be suspended. how cool! i can't wait for it to come. yah right. ok, i'm just furious. no, i'm furious all these days. URGH. i was hesitating about going for the mock test the whole morning. i didn't study anything you see. no point i thought. i'll just make mr ng upset and give shyla another opportunity to kill me with her words. sigh.
forget it. i'm going to meet lydia very soon. friday nights are meant to be wonderful :) met up with her surely ease my problems. ok, lovely friday night people!
don't hanky panky in front me, i dont like it.
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Wednesday, July 05, 2006
OH YES! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GUOFENG, ONG and DIANA! :)
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time to blog again! today is a normal wednesday.maybe no chemistry lessons will be better. I really feel like SLAM. rest my head on table and just sleep. i tried to keep myself awake but even so i still didnt pay attention to what mr ng said.
i super super love my english lessons now! basically not because of my eng teacher but the few who sat with me. i just keep laughing and laughing. i bet people just cant stand my laughter. well, i'm SO sorry! i can't help it! but i'll try to laugh softer next time! lol. and damn, i had been watching the drama series for the past few days. i can tell you it's super addictive can. looking at the male actor just makes me drool ........ lol. and of course, you might imagine~ lol. how nice if this will happen on me? ahhh~ yeah right, that's crazy you might think but i guess thats the effects of watching drama series. hahaha. i'm trying to rmb what exactly happened today but nth seems to pop up my mind. well, i hope i'll have a great thursday,friday, saturday and sunday ahead. no more bad days ! love you people.
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Tuesday, July 04, 2006
well, how do you blog? what do you blog about?
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Monday, July 03, 2006
the feeling is no good when she tried to ask, "hey, are you working hard enough in your studies?" i know the answer clearly in my heart. no no, i'm not working hard. she is concern about me thats why she do bother to ask. and so, dont you feel you are letting her down? i can't say, "oh, i am. " because i know i'm not. and are you going let yourself down ?
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
i mentioned i can be nasty when you are nasy with your words.
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yesterday was really a-so-much-better-day for this week. it was the band opening ceremony. well, it's SO COOL. seems like NDP parade to me just w/o the fireworks and those songs you sing on national day. haha. 3 best band competing for the best band major and best band of the year. they are really great. you will really be amazed with their formation and everything. i'm really really upset, argentina is OUT. no more messi, no more sorin's long hair to see. haha. bloody germany. and oh, brazil is OUT too! botaks so ai seh i also dont know. hahaha. brazil must be damn sad. no more champion for them this year! and no more kaka :( i guess i need more sleep. can't really adapt to the wake-up-at-630am and sleep-at-10pm routine. perhaps i need more time. and it's my turn now. stomach giving me problems. what the hell. must be something i ate yesterday. but what? oh save me.
i'm thinking if David ang do read my blog or something. he came to ask me if i'm stress over my maths that day in school. i can't rmb when. so weird he just walked up to me and ask. but if he really did, that post , " i'm gotta get a1 for my maths" it's not what i wrote. is someone else who said that. and i post that so he could rmb what he said. hahaha.
good day people! and happy 23th birthday to li yun! hope she find a boyfriend soon. it's time to get married. haha. just think back, time really past extremely fast. sec 1 that time she still came to sch for my meet the parents session. haha.
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Saturday, July 01, 2006
WAH ........................... NO MORE ARGENTINA. :(
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