Friday, April 21, 2006
i did everything that is needed for that application for FA thingy regarding my o's exams paper payment. what the association wanted i had all in. everything is up to them to decide whether they want to approve my application or not. there's nothing lese i can do! i can't point a gun and point at their face to demand the approval right.
i know mum is so worried and stressed over money issues. She is worried that the water supply might cut off. i guess it might. then you will see smelly siying going to school w/o bathing. wtf. ok shut up. then i guess my fcuking dad don't feel anything. red bills means NOTHING. BILLS MEANS NOTHING TO HIM. he thinks he's the king, government is NOTHING. WHATEVER SHIT IS NOTHING IN HIS EYES except for 4D toto all this stupid waste money thingy. i SHOULD uds mum's feeling now,but i can't. she's in so much of a difficult situation compared to anyone of us in this damn house. she's trying her way to talk to me her problems but she had it expressed in a way it seems like she's scolding me.
and yah. i think tan yan hao cannot don't play maple loh. play play play then mum angry. every shit happens i'm all into it. knn. thirtheen years old still like 5 yrs old. boys really mature slowly. by the time he knows how to think properly most probably i die liao. nonsense.
i'm sorry mum. i do no help but contribute to your problems.
11:47 PM
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